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Spiralling.

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 6:42 AM
I didn't survive the course I wanted at university, I didn't enjoy it, So much that it made me ill. It disturbed my sleep thinking about it and affected both my physical and mental health.

It's left me thinking one of two things, one I'm not cut out for university. Or two I'm not satisfied with the university choice, the course and the overall attitude of both myself and the lecturers.

I don't know. Either way I feel like I'm spiralling.

I've lost touch with my artwork and with myself.

I'm lost and I just need to get back on track. Haven't been able to draw, but in my course that's all I ever did to distract the way I felt and now...

Nothing.

I just don't know what it is I'm going to do.

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Strange yet irritating clicking sound.
  • Reading: Internet webpages
  • Watching: My laptop screen
  • Playing: Animal Crossing Wild World
  • Eating: Sausage and cheese sandwich
  • Drinking: Tea

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: England
  • Interests: Anime, Final Fantasy, J Horor, Horror, Cats, Gothic Art, Simon Clark, Amano, Sexuality, Intelligence
  • Favourite movie: Ghost in the Shell Innocence
  • Favourite band or musician: Akeboshi
  • Favourite genre of music: Japanese Rock/ Classical
  • Favourite artist: Gackt
  • Favourite poet or writer: Aristotle
  • Favourite photographer: Dave Mckean
  • Favourite style of art: Miyazaki
  • MP3 player of choice: Bush Mp3 player- well thats what I have and it serves me well, thus far
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy series
  • Favourite gaming platform: RPG
  • Favourite cartoon character: Boogiepop
  • Personal Quote: "Let a Person Walk Alone With Few Wishes, Committing No Wrong, Like an Elephant in the Forest&q
  • Tools of the Trade: Biro , ink, watercolour, Fineliner, Graphics Tablet, Photoshop

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Comments


:iconwolvtrune:
Thanks for watch and faves

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.....I'm such a restless bandit...
anyway keep smiling......
:iconwayword-angel:
thanks for the fave! <3

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When Dante stole my heart it was flat out thievery.

I asked for it back but he told me he sold it to a homeless person for some smokes :(

Sad face, Dante, sad face. :(
:iconcrimsonlenzo:
thank you for the fav :*
:iconvegarden:
Thank you for the fav~! :hug:
:iconbloodtrinitypulse:
thanks for the fav on mugen, i have some more posters if youd like to see them:D

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i draw dragons and swords. but i draw better swords

if you dont get my jokes than your not edjamacated well

Taco

sometimes, a comment is better than a fav:D

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